Candidate

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Membawa erti utk selamanya,

Ku bagaikan tak percaya,

Apa yg telah ku rasa. - Ratuku, Awie.

Hai semua, walau saya tweet lirik lagu cinta ke, lirik lagu putus cinta ke, sila jelas satu perkara yg saya belum ada calon lagi.

Kenapa mesti tanya pasal partner? baru 22. Tahu la I've attend so many weddings this few months and back. Banyak involve dgn majlis itu, majlis ini, tapi faham tak rimas kalau org tanya when is my turn. Baru sweet twenty two. Sabar eh semua, dah sampai masa majlis kita nanti, kita jemput semua eh? *tiup ayat kursi*

Bagitau siapa tanak ada partner? tell me now. Semua org nak ada. Lagi2 ni tgh tgk bola, lg la hati melonjak2 nak ada partner, *lap air liur tgk Wan Zack*. Amboi mementang aku single lama, hingat aku dah hilang rasa terhadap lelaki la? Character lelaki idaman masih kekal pd tempatnya. siap ada penambahan baru ;

satu, of course lah lelaki yg layan bola still in list! Gila enko, aku dah berawan2 imaginasi kami anak beranak pakai jersy sama, mkn popcorn dpn tibi sambil jerit Gol !

dua, masih lg lelaki pakai baju kemeja hitam terletak, lipat lengan baju ke siku, pakai jam, beserta jeans tetap menjadi pujaan hati.

tiga, wangi tu mesti. sebab kalau org lain jatuh cinta at the first sight, aku jatuh cinta at the first smell. Gituew.

empat, haruslah ada sense of humor. Dah serumah nanti, kentut mmg tak boleh cover. Gila kau nak tahan kentut seumur hidup? Kalau kata aku kentut, "you kentut ek?", "aah", "Oh okay". OH OKAY? OH OKAY JE? Come on my man, be creative. Tahu tak dr kentut tu you can turn to very long silly yet remarkable topic. Pour some jokes, jokes ya my man. Only jokes not insulting.

lima, utk Degree holder in Finance of course I want a man with stable financial. Tak kisah la ai ada keje sendiri ke rumah sendiri ke or even kereta sendiri ke. Takkan nak guna yg isteri punya ye dak? show some effort. Harta suami, harta isteri juga, harta isteri kekal abadi harta isteri, remember? kikiki.

sixth, the most important of all, takde hati perempuan yg tak cair tgk lelaki pakai baju melayu, cukup solat 5 waktu. Selepas semuanya, setiap perempuan ingin lahirkan keturunan yg baik baik, mempunyai keluarga yg baik baik. Dr mana nak dtg baiknya kalau benih asal tidak sebegitu. Kan? :)



there's a few character I've drop out from the list. Dulu, a guy who know how to play a guitar is a must for me. A guy who care for his hair. A guy who wearing shades while drive. Semua tu, semua tu kebudak budakkan sgt. Come on Ezreen, why in the first place you for in love with a guy? Kalau sbb character yg kau list out sebelum ni, you are truly not mature enough.

Aren't you look obvious?

asking me about my new partner?

Dude,

Dah lama pun hal ni berlalu, but I cannot lie to myself that I'm hurt. It is not the matter of moving on. I have move on. I already move on. Bagitau siapa yg boleh delete all pictures together, pack all the things and throw it within a week? I've done it. Even bkn dari kekuatan sendiri dan atas paksaan kekasih2 disekeliling but I manage to do it.
Tiada kena mengena dgn rasa syg atau benci terhadap insan itu. Rasa itu dah lama mati. It just my inner part broken to the pieces. I'm hurt, and the worse part is, its unseen. Tak nampak. Turn quite hard for me to heal the hurt part.

Yes, I'm not mad, i'm hurt.

Dear my future man,

I can sure you that it hard to deal with this hurt thingy,

but above there dah bg apa yg I suka kan?

so pepandailah :D